I have always wanted to be a writer, write a book or a series. Sadly I’m one of those people who tend to criticize themselves too much.
I write and re-write and then follow that cycle over again and then to push the pin in further I don’t show my work to other people.
I don’t understand why that is, but here are some options;
Fear of Failure? – I doubt that since I failed quite a few times in my life and I’m still here.
Fear of Success? – Does that means people will be expecting more from me? shudders.
Fear of Commitment – Committing myself to such a task…Sounds hard but not impossible.
Fear of expectations – Well I think anyone can buckle under pressure..But..Am I?
Either way, these are all excuses that I am tired of making. I want to be a writer, be it write books, reviews, blogs or articles I want to do it.
I want to commit myself to writing.
I want to Succeed.
I want to exceed peoples expectations.
…But most of all…I want to stop procrastinating.
I might not be the greatest when it comes to grammar, but that’s alright after all English is my third language.
I might not be the best when it comes to endings, but I can work on that.
What I am good at is coming up stories, creating characters and falling in love with the different worlds in my mind…